Feeling empty

These few weeks I've been busy rushing for assignments due and I just got into this new job on the 1st. Things got so packed and hectic, sometimes I felt like exploding. Whenever I listen to songs while doing things, i wished you were here to feel and fill my emptiness. Felt so empty lately facing all my stresses alone without you. Only you can fill my emptiness with your love. My empty head, empty heart and empty soul. Feel so restless, missing you everyday, wondering how you are doing but unable to ask you. Feel like I'm in a movie or something. How I wish I would just meet an accident and lost all my memories so that I could start a new life. Felt so in pain and sorrowful. Next week's birthday is just like any ordinary day to me. I don't feel like planning, celebrating or even doing anything on that day. I don't have the passion and heart to do anything. What is wrong with me? Your absence affected my life and whatever I do so much that I kept punishing myself like a fool. I miss you dear. I was thinking of you so much when I took this picture. I wished you were there with me watching the beautiful sunset.


Ps. I still and do cherish you