I was so busy drowning myself with my new job lately that I thought that I could leave you out of my mind. I realized I was wrong! Even though I didn't think of you as much as I do previously, but I suddenly dreamt of you in my room, waiting for my return from work. I was so surprise that I couldn't ask anything but to hug and kiss you right away. The next minute, I found myself soak with tears when jerked myself up while I'm still in your arms. I missed you so much and how I wish that dream was true.
Now that you are ignoring me, it breaks my heart so much to the extend I can't think of a way to cure it but to bare the pain everyday. I wish I could be with you everyday, having you by my side when I sleep. Cuddling you, fooling around with you like we used to be. How can I ever meet you again? Sometimes I even think will you visit me if I got admitted to the hospital? If we ever meet again, how would things be? Pain? Sorrow? Happiness? Care? Love? All these questions had been spinning in my mind ever since I started this blog.
I Do Cherish You Darling
