Wherever you are

Yesterday I moved to my girl friend's empty house alone. I wanted some peace and quiet days for a week. I know I'm missing you a lot that is why I think this hideout is so important. I need to detach myself from the world and from all distractions to ask myself, What's my problem? Why am I so upset over all things? Are you really that important to me?

Doing things which are insignificant to my usual life makes me realize how hectic my life is. As I watch the fishes in her house swim and pick up pebbles, it looks so happy doing the same action over and over again. Can I do something over and over again maintaining that happiness?

Today, I went to the park next to her house. Walking alone in the park seems so meaningless but with the beautiful nature, it makes me feel that you are here with me walking. Watching the beautiful sunset reminds me so much of you. I'm still waiting for the day you walk this road with me, watch sunset together and go to trips together. What happened to the promise that you made? You told me that you will be there with me to travel together. I once told you, if you ever need me, I will be there with you wherever you are.

Is my love for you not obvious enough for you to know or you simply think that you are not good enough for me? I love you for who you are.

Baby, I do cherish you. How long more do I have to wait for your return?





- I Do Cherish You