Previously, the person that I told you about, which I treated as the love of my life and I told you he's exceptional was actually someone for me to diversify my feelings for you to him. I kept convincing and grieving myself that he's the one that makes me go insane. You are my closest friend of all and I shared almost all of my happenings with you. Your family and friends started to suspect that I'm a lesbian or a bisexual, all because I don't have a boyfriend and I treated you unconditionally in a way that is not so normal to everyone. In your world of people, it is impossible to have someone not related at all, to be so close and doing things together. Not one or two suspected me, but almost all of them said the same thing. How can I deal with it? It is also very hard for me to accept. I'm getting more and more confused on my feelings towards you and our relationship. It's all very frustrating! I don't know whether I should tell you or not. I'm afraid that we would not be friends anymore if I tell you. It's harder for me to lose you than to do anything. I don't wanna lose you. You are someone I cherish most.
- I Do Cherish You
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